Insomnia SUCKS!!!

lonely



(Lonely at night.)

  

　

Bad insomnia this long, cold, lonely night. My body aches, and I miss the warmth of another person's body heat next to mine. Memories are just vicious in the way they tear at my skull. I miss loving and being loved. When will this end?

Quiet times aren't quiet anymore. They roar with deafening silence. And - as ever before - within this featureless, noiseless force that plagues me with unrest, and is taunting me ceaselessly every minute of every day. Something needs to happen, and soon. For I am weary, and have not a shoulder on which to lean my head. No one to scratch my back, and for me to scratch hers. No one around who needs my assistance. Or my love.                                                                                                     

Pain

Alone at night. This has to end. And if it doesn't end soon, then I don't know what I may do...

Wow...seems like years ago that I was happy and excited about the future that God had me headed towards. Well, I really hope that there is someone for me out there. Someone who I can love, who would love me in return. Someone to hold on these cold nights. Feeling her breathe. Such a comforting feeling. A feeling that right now seems so very far away. Or even non-existent. I miss making Brit laugh. This loneliness seems to hurt the worst at night...

 

When we look in a reflection, often times the view is distorted or completely up-side-down.



Casey Thomas McClain



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