I awoke this morning in tears. Have stayed in tears ever since. I'm very glad that Britny is happy. She's engaged. I hope that I have such good fortune in my future. Loneliness is consuming me. There was a one or two year period where I wasn't lonely. Now the loneliness is unbearable. Humans can endure unbelievable amounts of pain though. But this is pain that I wouldn't wish on anyone.
